sad sad sad???

Life is getting more complicated for me. New changes are happening... time of moving on and look for a better way to live my life to the fullest. But why is it that whenever you want to do something good, you need to do some sacrifices? My family is the most important thing in my life... when can we be together and be happy again? I missed my DAD... I missed my friends... we have our own lives now, most of them are working already and have their own life... unlike me, getting more into books, exams and much toxicity in med school. I also missed the feeling of having "someone"... after 11 months of being single... i know it helps esp in my studies but still there is an emptiness that only "mr.right" can fills it up... but not this time. I've been searching for answers why things like these are happening to me. I know there's a lot more to happen.. I just have to be ready for the things that may come up... Family, love and friendship are the only reason why I still believe in life... Thank God I have them...

reason for breathing.......in med school???

My dearest baby blog:

I don't know how the friendship started... there's a thousand words to describe this group. They're my priceless possesion in med and without them i know i will not be this tough... thanks guys for being such an inspiration to me! I love you and i know this 3 words are not enough to tell you how happy I am for having you as my trusted friends... more bonding moments and secrets to reveal... more beers for ROTABEAR FAMILY! cheers!!!

happy birthday our dear alexa

wacky shot we can't hide it... it's nice to be cool and happy we are this close

sembreak finale 2006..octoberfest... my birthday celebration

more iced tea groupmates... 7 liters are not enough...cheers! major sexy biatches of teriyaki bear

T R U S T rsm tagaytay the start of friendship ( COMMED 2-16) star gazing team

happy birthday AWONG

"the ROTABEAR Family"

heartbreaker: stay pretty and more dance activities with you... screw that biatch! haha!

IDQ: beers beers and beers...at last you're the one who got drunk

d'law: stay as in love as you are, we're always here for you and aaron

nameless: we missed you, just be good and love your girl a lot

teriyaki bear: we're not enemies, we just love fighting ryt? thanks for all you've done for me

watershot: moving on is the key... no more crying times... go go party girl!

- much love from BRAT ANGEL -

Here I am again...

I hate the way you talk to me,

And the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots,

And the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

It even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate the way you make me laugh,

Even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,

And the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.