L-I-F-E... just deal with it???

• it's enough if you've done your part
• don't care so much... you're just gonna be hurt
• be INDEPENDENT
• i would watch my words
• just go with your real friends... no complications... not a social climber... no out of place
• revelation of feelings... its ok to do... you don't need a reaction... the point it... you said it
• i am living without any hesitations anymore
• i know what i want
• it's nice to see someone really irritated to you and get jealous without any real reason
• polluted environment in erja... noise pollution.. can't do anything anymore... she just want everyone knows she's there and listen to all the stories
• "do whatever you want"... yes i will
• i am out of playing games
• i hate USERS... always playing safe
• i want to live my life alone.... no commitments...
• too much expectations are bad
• living life with GOD... that's what i need
• appreciate the people who showed they care and love you
• never ever regret
• say everything you want before things will be too late for you
• i missed my DAD
• cry cry cry...
  

whateverWHATEVERwhatever

• first of all, thanks for all the viewers.... can't mention all the names... it was a block buster blog... and i heard there were anonymous people who keeps on viewing and reading it. good for her... at least she knew it...
  
• i am tipsy... had fun drinking with my dear good friends... morie and dianne... my beloved former groupmates and forever bears... we didn't have much pillow talks
• so pissed... something bad happened... grrrrrrr........
• it's a peaceful day today... i love staying in my room and not seeing or talking... less complications, less arguments and drama...
• george?????
• over with esposized paper...
• few more weeks and its christmas break...
• planning to go to Japan... not sure yet coz of...... hmmmmmmmm
• had beers paradise and ziggurat... just ok... i did not enjoy at all... i'm glad morie was there to make me smile... i love you mobz
• graduation pictorial was over... it was just ok... i was force to do it... no choice... planning to have re-take
• i am so lazy to update and upload pictures
• i want to watch, chill, sleep this week
• more JFT practice for sure
• i hope it will be a quiet erja... right mitzi? and neighbors? you should stay here during weekends coz the walking speaker is not around
• i love to see him... but wheneve he's here, i am starting to hate him... i am sorry...
• things can never be back to what it supposedly be
• ruined friendship
• thanks for the enlightenment... i know whom to deal with...
• i don't wanna deal with traitors... do not be close to anyone... users! beware... they're just around near you... near me!!!
  
• RESPECT!!!

ENDING of a NEVER ending STORY... LESSON LEARNED!

• DO NOT LET OTHER PEOPLE USED YOU
• I am a victim... and I know you are toO... why is it like that? Beware of people who are always playing safe.... COWARD... WEAK... LOSER
• PRETENTIOUS PEOPLE
• It is hard to deal with them... on my left and right... pretending they are a friend but what??? exact opposite of what you expect. STOP IT CRAZY GIRL... HE DOESN'T LIKE YOU... admit it and stop telling to leave you alone... you are the one making all the effort... whaaaaaaaatttt??? "STAY AWAY FOR ME NOW... WHATEVER"
  
• B-I-A-S
  
• "I don't like what she did to you"... I HATE HER COZ I LOVE YOU... PLEASE LOVE ME TOO... YOU WISH!
• UNREASONABLE
• f*ck you BWITCH... I found all the reasons... my friends can never go wrong... YOU DANCE LIKE A BOUNCING AND SPINNING WHEEL... destructed so many people around...
• CHEAP
• she got all the money and power.... and sooooooooo??? STILL SHE CAN'T GET WHAT SHE WANT.... tsk tsk... money can't buy LOVE! GO FLY AND KEEP ON FOLLOWING HIM ANYWHERE...
• TRAITOR
• get what's yours.... DON'T TRY, BUT YOU DID ALREADY... STEALING WHAT IS SUPPOSEDLY MINE... I WON!
  
• JEALOUS
• sorry... I CAN'T HELP BUT CELEBRATE... this made you HATE ME! i know it... put more make-up and flirt more so that he will be attracted... YOSI AND BEER WON'T HELP YOU ATTRACT A GUY! TURN-OFF BIG FAT MOMMA!
  
• DRAMA
• STOP MAKING STORIES... people can hear you... YOU WANT ATTENTION??? start dieting and lose some weight... WEAR SOMETHING NICE... high heels, branded clothes... NO I AM JUST JOKING... JUST ACCEPT THE REALITY... YOU'RE JUST FRIENDS... THANK ME FOR THAT... HAHA!
• LIAR
• THAT'S YOU...
• UNWORTHY
• wasted time... YOU DESERVE THIS!
• HAPPY
• THAT'S ME... thanks for all the lines guys... thanks for making me realized that I made a wrong move.... NOW, everything is over... I get what I want... and what I supposed to have... FORGET IT AND MOVE ON... nothing to worry coz i got all the advantages... if you only know what's happening... you're gonna die and kill me... I PITY YOU!
  
• I AM OUT...
  

ENDING of a NEVER ending STORY...