Tuesday, July 31, 2007

- UNCONCIOUS -

  • i hate studying, paper works, preceptorials
  • i want to go movie marathon
  • eat a lot of foods... ice cream, seafoods, friday's, mcdo, starbucks, yellow cab
  • i am not sick anymore
  • no bonding with friends for so long
  • busy with school stuff
  • no arguments
  • no more complains
  • enough of conflict and misunderstanding
  • damn fetus and kids... eeewwwww... what's with OB and Pediatrics???
  • i only love my nieces and nephews... mwah mwah!
  • i missed shopping and partying
  • ROTAbears
  • go La Salle green archers
  • can't wait for SportsFest... GO GO GO 2009!
  • basketball and soccer...
  • i want a new purple stuff.... hmmmmmmm...
I AM AWAKE... I AM NOT DREAMING.... I AM STILL OK AND I HOPE THINKING RIGHT STILL... I WANT TO BE HAPPY... I NEED TIME FOR MYSELF.... ENJOY AND HAVE FUN... SOON.... GOD BLESS ABZ... SMILEsmileSMILE...... zzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZ!

Saturday, July 21, 2007

"SELFISH"

I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
And my heart gets no rest over you
You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (baby)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me imperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish?
I'll be taking up your time
'Til the day I make you realize(realize)
That for your there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in meIf love is a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do?
You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (baby)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me imperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever
You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (baby)
Because I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you..
To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish,
selfish, selfish, selfish...
So what's wrong with being selfish...

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Revelations...

Life is such a surprise... you don't even know what will happen as time goes. I am not that brave to face whatever it is but i am tryng to deal with those things... sometimes i failed but at least i try. I don't know what I really feel and what I need to think. But i just wanna say these things:
  • i am sorry for not being so loyal to you... i feel so bad for hurting someone who's really dear to me
  • i am upset with the friendship... i don't think i am a good influence to you
  • what is this? i just wanna be close and i am happy being with you... *playing safe??*
  • its hard to find someone who will treat you the way you want it
  • i can't pleased you... every words from my mouth is bad... drama, issue, guilt trip??? i hope not... i don't intend to do things like that
  • i am hurting... you're pulling me down
  • define BEST FRIEND...
  • not doing good with acads.. can't even focus... i am so tired
  • attachment just make you feel upset and will HURT YOU
  • i know i don't want you.. i am just happy i have a good friend
  • a good friend who doesn't even want me or like me but still choose to go with me... weird
  • i lose a friend but its not my fault anymore
  • i didn'y do anything..you don't want me because you hate me for being close with... i don't know... such an unreasonable thing..maybe you should think bout that again
  • i can't do anything.. NO SORRY for you unless ur gonna admit something... but i wll still think of it... i am used to it
  • why can't we say straight things???
  • why do you make someone feel you want being with her but you treat her as if nothing's going on?
  • how do u value things?? what will they think if they know evrything that's happening?
  • i am such a bitch... is should respect my self and think before doing sometihing
  • when will i learn??
  • i just want to be appreciated
  • i want to be loved
  • i want someone who will tell the world about me being with him
  • i don't want secrets or hiding of things... it only means you are afraid
  • ready for commitment? its hard to find someone like that
  • limitations and self-control.. most important..i dnt have this the past few weeks
  • i hate myself
  • i want everything to be clear
  • i wanna quit in med and be with someone right now who loves me the way i am
  • thanks for accepting me
  • thanks for the friends who tried to listen and explain to me things
  • i missed you
  • sorry.. i've made a lot of mistakes.. but let me deal with this... i owe you a lot... you're such a great guy
  • you're a big lost to me
  • i hope i can still patch up things
  • i hope its not yet late
  • i love you
  • i will try to have a new life...
  • you made me realize a lot of things
  • i don't know what am i to you... you are my friend and i don't know
  • enough...