Last sembreak in MED school

Nothing much to say... I am spending my time with my family on my first 3 days of vacation. Cheska's birthday yesterday, September 24. I had a chance to see my cousins and other relatives that i've never seen for so long... AWESOME! Now i am fixing my things that I will be using next sem... bringing again most of my stuff in 4B erja dorm. I will start packing my things to Cebu... hope we will going to have a great time there though ROTA is not complete... haaaaaaayyyy... I have a lot of things in mind now. Need to change for the better... Wait for my next blog... I am not really in the mood now... I'm out!

NONSENSE

What should I do to make everything ok? I don't even know... I want to be a doctor... but in order to attain this... I need to deal with a lot of things. Family, friends, colleauge, commitment and other uncomplicated situations in life... and its super over mega difficult to do. A lot sucks! I am a super sensitive person and I don't want to hear things over and over. I am really pissed with some things around me. I hate those unrealistic attitude and pretentious people who would do everything just to get what they want. So what if you have money and power? Cheap... don't ruin your name for the sake of LOVE... haha! Look at yourself what's wrong with you... maybe you should lessen your bad habits, diet and I don't know... just make yourself attractive in a natural way... CHARM is the key! Sorry for this but careful on who you are talking to. This is me... Abbie... very nice to those who deserve to be treated nicely... I NEED SOME RESPECT FROM THE PEOPLE AROUND ME! I hate stupid noise... be sensitive on the situation... BE LOYAL TO WHERE YOU ORIGINALLY BELONG... i don't want people to hate me. I don't wanna lose my friends. Haaaaaaaaayyyyyyy... Why am I saying these things??? Maybe because... I want everything to be ok. I want to be good always... Is this possible??? HAHA! so many temptations... But the truth is... I want someone who will love me the way I should be loved. I always love those who knows how to appreciate little things. I hate the word "SORRY" and i hate promises... I need someone who would just be there to listen... someone who would not blame things to me but help me to become a better person. I want an honest person. I am willing to help... as long as I can. I know I deserve someone... someone who doesn't need me just for inconvenience. Long distance relationship....... the hardest part of life. I want to experience my life with someone... like a couple thing. I am good with saying these things... I am just trying to be the real me... straight and honest... No editting.... JUST DON'T GET HURT!

Sembreak... yahooooo!

.finally... end of the first semester .i got sick during the two long week of exam .drew's bday full of surprises.. ROTAbears were drunk .i want to plan for my birthday .going to cebu next week .cheska's bday on monday... yehey... i'm there .shopping hopefully this weekends .i got a lot to post .need to rest for tonight .i want a good sleep .i'm gonna see my family now... YES! .george: i'm super tampo .i will miss ROTA .gimik group... enjoy later .bye for now .mwaaaah

I need a break... one last thing this time... need to say what's on my mind...

"Hiding you're hurt only intensifies it. Problems grow in the dark and become bigger and bigger, but when you exposed to the light of truth, they shrink. Don't repress it, confess it. Don't conceal it, reveal it. Revealing of feeling is the beginning of healing..." .i know what's the right thing to do... i just can't do it .who really cares... no one knows what the truth is .i am so lazy, need to make some effort regarding acads .i know who's my true friends .i did my part... enough of that... too bad you lose me...hahhaha! .i missed george .excited for the sembreak .i want to go to bora... but i guess cebu is good now .it's my besprend birthday next week... no more "away" .got my dsl .i want to go shopping .i missed starbux .thinking of my birthday plans... hmmmmmm... .going to japan on december??? i hope so... .drew's lola is the bomb .i wish i have a better place for my dorm... i hate it when it's noisy .third year basketball boys are the best... jobz and drew... best players... .funny cheerings with my batch mates... that's what you called unity... solidarity 2009... we are the champion no matter what! right??? .i'm gonna dance soon .futboleros... i hope i can attend the training again .i want to go to Europe .i wish i can go out with the gimik group... somewhere new and cool .i badly missing ROTAbears .i have a big "tampo" with babe... hay.... miss me??? .lots of new "words"... don't be so "**R** year"... gotcha... .its my niece bday on the 24th... excited! .i am sick due to the one long week of exam.. .upcoming finals... goodluck to me... .just up to here... .BYE