NONSENSE

What should I do to make everything ok? I don't even know... I want to be a doctor... but in order to attain this... I need to deal with a lot of things. Family, friends, colleauge, commitment and other uncomplicated situations in life... and its super over mega difficult to do. A lot sucks! I am a super sensitive person and I don't want to hear things over and over. I am really pissed with some things around me. I hate those unrealistic attitude and pretentious people who would do everything just to get what they want. So what if you have money and power? Cheap... don't ruin your name for the sake of LOVE... haha! Look at yourself what's wrong with you... maybe you should lessen your bad habits, diet and I don't know... just make yourself attractive in a natural way... CHARM is the key! Sorry for this but careful on who you are talking to. This is me... Abbie... very nice to those who deserve to be treated nicely... I NEED SOME RESPECT FROM THE PEOPLE AROUND ME! I hate stupid noise... be sensitive on the situation... BE LOYAL TO WHERE YOU ORIGINALLY BELONG... i don't want people to hate me. I don't wanna lose my friends. Haaaaaaaaayyyyyyy... Why am I saying these things??? Maybe because... I want everything to be ok. I want to be good always... Is this possible??? HAHA! so many temptations... But the truth is... I want someone who will love me the way I should be loved. I always love those who knows how to appreciate little things. I hate the word "SORRY" and i hate promises... I need someone who would just be there to listen... someone who would not blame things to me but help me to become a better person. I want an honest person. I am willing to help... as long as I can. I know I deserve someone... someone who doesn't need me just for inconvenience. Long distance relationship....... the hardest part of life. I want to experience my life with someone... like a couple thing. I am good with saying these things... I am just trying to be the real me... straight and honest... No editting.... JUST DON'T GET HURT!