bad bad bad... too bad...

always a nightmare....

every night is a bad day... i want to rest... i want peace... tonight is the worst day... i don't want to wait... no more expectation... i won't be affected... i will choose to be what i am now... too much time wasted... nothing is going to happen... no one deserves a trust... i need some respect... and a lot of privacy... i should be insensitve...

*i know you're reading this (always) ... be happy on what you have now... i gave you what you... want... what else do you want to do??? i am so tired of this... happy??? hope you are...*