I am home... finally... Thanks everyone...

• it's good to be home again after my 3 days of hospitalization
• I am thankful things went good
• after being sick for almost a week... I was confined at 3410 under internal medicine, Dr. SEE...
• well my very first time and unforgettable moments that I won't really forget
• Pedia rotation made me sick... haha!
• thanks to my partner Aaron for surviving single duty... I am sorry for not being there with you... I hope that will be our last mortality duty... *kudos*
• my heroes Reg and Mara + Jobz... found me DOB at the callroom... thanks for bringing me at the emergency room... yags... next time check your fone... haha!
• to those who accompanied me... Dr. Rubio, interns and my co-junior interns... job well done at the ER but you were all surprised when I was admitted with admitting impression... URTI, viral! haha! special mention to Dr. Sudirga, sister, my residents, Dr. Tusing and Dr.Llaneta... thanks for the big discount...
• to Dr. Harim Santos for forcing me to be admitted... I won't be ok without you...
• to all the staff nurse of ER and 3400... thanks for the good service
• my beloved batchmates... I was really touch for spending your time and hanging out with me despite your toxic duties... I don't wanna mention names coz I might forget one... but thanks everyone... *i love you guys*
• special mention to Ky, Ayks, Annie and my dearest Erik... thanks for visiting me!
• my Surgery residents... Dr. Noriega, Dr. Magno, Dr. Sibayan and Dr. Narceda... thanks for the love and concern... and for including me in your rounds
• to my ROTAbears... I am really expecting you guys to be there... plus Juju... thanks thanks
• my pedia groupmates... thanks for doing my job while I am not around...
• to my Pedia residents: thanks for the excuse absents...
• Paul and Tanjol for monitoring me... haha! and Celes for my medical history...
• Drew: thanks thanks.... yiiiiiiiiiiiii........ thanks for the foods from breakfast to dinner and for always dropping by coz you love my suite room... haha! don't you worry biebie is ok na... no more arts... haha! we can hang out again... seriously I do appreciate the times you're leaving your post to check on me...
• Tal: thanks for bringing all my stuff in my room... give me few days to recover and we will hang out
• to my yaya jeng for being with me wherever I go... thanks so much
• to my attending physician Dr. See for the very cute and caring service... thanks SIR!
• thanks also to my family and relatives for their patience and loving care to me... to my little angels and my sisters especially Mom for showing their love all through out
• just few more days and I will be back to my normal routine... still need to finish pedia exam on September but tomorrow is a new day for OB
• thanks again everyone for helping me recover that quick....
• now I see and believe the advantage of being in the medical field
• I was treated by my colleageus more than what I am expecting them...
• endless thanks to you guys... *hugs*
• I am back... go go to the next level...
• 8 more months to go...

Positive thoughts...

• everyday is a new day to me not to mention the work loads that I am doing in the hospital... pre-duty-post... but with the things I am encountering and the people around me particularly my patients
• I can't remember the last time I have to sit down, feel depressed and think of my problem... I guess this is the only time I never had a real dilemma... hahaha! take note... for so long... haha!
• maybe because my focus is not with myself now but with what I am doing
• things are going so fast... in a few days I am done with my 2nd rotation... Surgery --- Pedia --- and now I am going to OB --- yeah!
• after the long run of being so tired, sick and sad... I am moving on to the real life
• I hate being mad... I hate arguments... I just want simple... not so complicated situations...
• I missed my family but I am glad things are going good
• I just really wish I will be given even a one day good break to spend quality time with my loved ones... *drama*
• I love TAL... my favorite girl... we will be hanging out soon... and we will find the one we are looking for... *mwah*
• SHMAGSH... no "away" for so long... i love it... thanks thanks... 8 months to go... don't be sad... haha! "the closer I get to you"... what about the song? yiiiiiiiiiiiiii....... wawawang!
• I had a one good dinner with my *crush*.... haha! He is really such a nice guy but sad to say he is taken... well not my real type... but it's not easy to find someone who is soft spoken, but has a good sense of humor, intelligent and super very nice... and take note he is a doctor... ahem!
• I'll be leaving pediatrics in 3 days, I didn't like it that much but surely I will miss it
• 4 months in the hospital made me realize so much things... the trust, respect and love that I had from my patients and their families are the most important things that I will always remember despite the sleepless nights, papers and toxic residents and consultants everyday
• I would also like to mention my dearest groupmates: mara, aaron, guia, sheena and robert for being with me through whatever circumstances I am going everyday... from our first day in NICU until the last days in the wards... you are the best guys... I will not survive without your toxic talks, corny jokes, food trips and most of all "turon"
• thanks thanks thanks... I am completely happy and now just trying to wait for something/someone to fill an empty space that I know will come in time...
• godbless everyone
• I'm out! OSCE time...

I am back...

• It's funny how things are going right now
• I don't have any other life but dealing with the sick patients
• I missed so much events and occasions
• I am done with Surgery and now I am striving so hard to finish my Pediatrics rotation
• I am still lucky to have very supportive co-duty residents and clerks
• But I am still wondering why there are bitter things going around... haha! Maybe intrigues are really part of our life... just to make it more challenging i guess...
• Thanks to my good friends who always pull me to watch movies whenever there are time
• I am so lost... I don't have any social life at all... well it's pretty tiring to go out party and gimik
• Clean living for so long... I don't know why now... I am single but I don't party... I don't drink and most of all I don't yosi... haha! Pathetic... haha!
• Where and when will I be the "ME" that I want? hmmmmmm...
• I am back... and now HE IS BACK...
• What will be the next step?
• Do you believe in the saying... "Love is sweeter the second time around?"
• Slowly and surely I am thinking about this
• I wouldn't get the love that I want on someone I don't have any feelings at all nor I am not attracted
• Well... I am happy I had a chance to think of this
• It only means my heart is still beating... haha!
• Let's wait and see...
• *cross finger* i hope it's a good one
• *wink*