C.H.A.N.G.E.S.: I am back...

Thursday, July 10, 2008

I am back...

It's funny how things are going right now
I don't have any other life but dealing with the sick patients
I missed so much events and occasions
I am done with Surgery and now I am striving so hard to finish my Pediatrics rotation
I am still lucky to have very supportive co-duty residents and clerks
But I am still wondering why there are bitter things going around... haha! Maybe intrigues are really part of our life... just to make it more challenging i guess...
Thanks to my good friends who always pull me to watch movies whenever there are time
I am so lost... I don't have any social life at all... well it's pretty tiring to go out party and gimik
Clean living for so long... I don't know why now... I am single but I don't party... I don't drink and most of all I don't yosi... haha! Pathetic... haha!
Where and when will I be the "ME" that I want? hmmmmmm...
I am back... and now HE IS BACK...
What will be the next step?
Do you believe in the saying... "Love is sweeter the second time around?"
Slowly and surely I am thinking about this
I wouldn't get the love that I want on someone I don't have any feelings at all nor I am not attracted
Well... I am happy I had a chance to think of this
It only means my heart is still beating... haha!
Let's wait and see...
*cross finger* i hope it's a good one
*wink*

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Whisper from an ANGEL:

"At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day - those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need."

Read your mind and listen to your heart...

A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying. -Dr. Grey-

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Thursday, July 10, 2008

I am back...

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