Hardest decision...

• Happy 2009!
• it's my first blog ever after a couple of months...
• the start of the year is quiet right
• i ended up 2008 with the blast... quality time with my family, beach, shopping... though i had no chance to see my old friends...
• a 5-day break from the hospital duty gave me enough time to settle things around
• my first day to be back in the hospital was last January 2 at Ortho department
• it's different coz i am now working with all boys... im with Dr. Barzaga/Austria/Cantiller on my first day but due to sliding of sched my duty residents are Dr.Barzaga/ Bervano/De Guia/Santos
• nothings' new because i am always toxic... sorry to my partner Joie.. haha and my intern Bloi
• anyway, I am really enjoying my minor rotation... done with ENT and Psychiatry and last will be Optha
• Oh god... it's getting nearer for vacation... I only have 2 more months but there are more to settle and finalize
• I think the hardest question for me now is: STAY OR LEAVE???
• and the next thing is... HERE OR THERE???
• i don't have any plans for internship due to some complicated decisions and plans of leaving... its really hard...
• i don't even know where do I really want to be after 2 months
• i feel that i am almost running out of time... due date of last matching for internship is on January 19... i'm dead
• i'll be leaving on the 15th and wont be back on 19... shet... i don't really know what to do...
• one thing more... graduation is moved on april 13... and i have scheduled appointments coming up which mean i have upcoming absents to make up...
• oh well... life is life... i have to take everything easy... decide wisely and do what i want...
• the best thing i can do is to follow what my heart says... haha! AS IF...
• i'm out...
• *confused*