So much depression...

• things are moving so fast...
• now i am feeling so sad for so many reasons
• where's my friend who seems to be here?
• thanks to morie and tal for just being there, not listening nor asking... but you always make me feel better guys... i had fun last night with you girls
• this time, mixed feelings exploded
• i don't want to regret things i did
• i don't like some things, people around me
• I DON'T WANT TO EXPECT ANYMORE
• being ignored and not even appreciated are the most painful things
• unfair relationship with friends.... no comment
• i thought, i made the right decision... i thought i will be happy here
• i wish i have the old feeling... feeling of being loved, prioritized and cared by someone who's not saying any word but just doing things
• friends or best friend???
• thanks for inspiring me to step back
• it's hard to give advice to someone knowing i am on the same situation and i can't deal with exactly the same problem
• i wish i can say this thing to someone worth to trust
• i go beyond the limit... and that is why i am treated this way...
• i feel so sorry for myself
• i love him but i don't love him
• i can't talk to him.. he won't listen... everything i say is no big deal and just a problem
• when will you admit to yourself that you feel the same way???
• where should i start? or should i even bring this stuff...
• i am so tired of crying... dealing with all dilemmas
• so people out there whose assuming they know me... the hell with you...
• stop playing games
• don't talk behind my back
• happy now???
• you made me stronger...
• wait till i am ready to face and reveal things...
• i DON'T need you (*tears falling*)
• i'm OUT!