Home Sweet Home

• one week of my one long month of exam is over
• still have 2 more weeks of being toxic studying
• thursday night: after the surgery exam... got a good dinner with tal and joe... ice cream with hershey's syrup... hmmmmmmm...
• american idol audition is done
• got to clean my room and be ready to go home
• but mom wasn't able to pick me... so i had bonding with the girls... dianne and tal (again... loveyah)
• sweet and funny moments help me to feel better
• before lunch today: me and mom had a date
• we watched bucket list... it was pretty good
• i am so inspired with the story... now im thinking what to put on my bucket list??? maybe my next blog
• i haven't got a good sleep and a good rest
• but staying here in now in our house is the best
• i am away from home for so long... missed this a lot
• so good to be away for so many things that always makes me upset and disappointed
• i feel better and i don't wanna think of school today
• i wish i can stay here and never go back in my dorm anymore... though im gonna miss some of my beloved friends there
• i will miss mom.. she'll be leaving in less than 2 weeks...
• can't wait for tomorrow and the rest of the weekends for so me other plans
• i don't wanna cry... if you will just hurt me... please stay away...
• i wish everyone knows how to appreciate little things around them... focusing on the positive sides and not the wrong ones
• i don't wanna be around people who would step on me and let me feel im always wrong
• thanks george
• thanks tal and mobz... your the best girls ever... thanks for always there even though i don't wanna tell the reasons of all the tears (secret... told you i am bored... haha!), talking and being with you guys are much appreciated... you think and feel the same way as i do... that's why we're all bears... lovable bears
• advance happy birtday to my sis kaye and tal
• hearts day is near... hmmmmmmmmmm....
• few more weeks and everything is over
• i am now fixing things around me little by little
• the moving on and stepping back are not working
• things should be settle now...
• let's see...