One last cry... one last chance to say that I must really stop. I have a life to live like no one is controlling me. I was hurt a couple of times but I was able to find another happiness. I am free until I found the love that really changed me. It was a big risk but I did not have any regret on it. I didn't have him for the longest time but I had the best time when I was with him. No words, no tears... it was all love and happiness with him despite the distance and sacrifices. Who would have thought that things will not be ok? I am in my deepest pain right now. I beg... I tried to fight... I cried so hard... but the end was really for us. My heart wanted to stop from beating. It was all tears by myself. I wish also have somebody... but I guess I have more than somebody. I have my family and my friends. I am tough but it doesn't mean anyone can hurt me like this. I learned a lot with all my mistakes. I need some time to breath and forget. I don't want to think of it anymore. Acceptance before moving on... time calls for me to do that. I have so much in mind... I am hurt... but I should not forget the people who are still there for me... who loves me and I know will never leave me. Thank you.... you know who you are... you saved me from totally falling... you cried with me... you're giving me more reason to live...
Thanks for the wake up call:
"wake up and walk away, there is so many more things to look ahead to..."
- this blog is my life...
- it's funny how you find things changed easily
- you just said something then after a few blinks... there's a new one to tell
- I want this to be my very last blog about something that i cant really let go
- I hate goodbyes... but it's time to say so... i should be over with you... *tears*
