Another goodbye...

I hate to say goodbye... Yesterday, after my operation assist, I heard that one of my resident is leaving. It's Dr. Bong Flores whom I worked for only 15 days in Surgery. He is one of the good doctor with a big heart. He is quiet but you'll learn a lot from him. I saw how he cares and treats his patients sincerely in just a few days. How I wish every doctor is like him. The next junior interns already missed the chance of working with him. I am really sad to say goodbye to Sir Bong. You deserve more than our surprise pizza party tonight. I am wishing you all the best and good health. And I am looking forward to see and work with you soon again. The whole Surgery Department LOVES you. My sincerest thanks and respect to you Dr. FLORES... My dearest friends are leaving soon... MEL: I will miss you my dear tiyanaks... who else can make me laugh like you??? big HUG to you and goodluck on whatever steps you're going to take when you get back to Florida. Z: my dearest girlfriend... *tears* We've shared so much during my third year days... crying times, heartaches, gimiks, chillin', shopping, movie, coffee... Cheers to all the good days with you. You made me realize a lot of things. You are such a wonderful friend that's why you deserve all the best. I will miss you Z and I hope you'll get what you deserve. I am just around... you know where to find me just in case. Thank you so much... much love from me... Who's next??? I've been losing them one by one... I missed my family... I missed the kids... but I don't know if I missed the people who always breaks my heart. I am selfish right now and just thinking of the people who are worth to have all my love and care. Bitterness is the key on moving on... Last goodbye for today... goodbye to the old feelings and whatever relationship I had. I am glad I made it for a few days... I hope things will be better and better... I need to feel my worth and just focus on the brighter sides. Thank you to all who's been good to me. It is really overwhelming that my patients appreciate the little things I can do for them. I can't imagine that I can saved lives everyday... Blessings are just coming on my way. I am starting to see and get what I deserve. Thanks for making my day and bringing all the smiles that I never had for the longest time. *I will be happy...*